VIDEOS VIDEOS!
UNGLAAAAMM I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.





I think I'll still continue to update this blog.
:D

T1a57.
Seat number 94
:D
Feels so nervous cos I'm gonna say hi agaaain.

Didn't get much sleep yesterday night.
):

(:





Tomorrow is therrrrmmmmooooooo dayy.
Frankly speaking, I haven study much ):

I am wondering...
" Is he referring to me? "
I hope it isn't o.o

Anyway anyway, I'm abit confused.
I just switched on my laptop like... ten mins ago.
But then when I saw my fb profile just now, there are like a couple of applications in my profile page.
Then I saw the time.
3 hours ago.
I wasn't online 3 hours ago!
Does that mean that my acc has been hacked? ):
And then and then, my msn.
I dk if people received my email invite or not.
Cos it's like ...maximum 10 people online for these few days.
Or is it cos they are really not online? o.o
Sigh nevermind ):

And I did a damn fcuking thing yesterday.
I didn't know what I was thinking and then I deleted everything in my inbox!
Fcuk.
I mean inbox sms.
Everything is gone):
Memoriesssssssssssssssssssssssss ):
T____T
How could I ):

I'm counting the days to the last paperrrrr!
Then I'm freeee!
Then I can seeee you soon!
:D:D:D:D
I misssss youuuu!! :D





Episode 25!!
YAYYYYY:D:D:D
Gonna finish this anime sooon!
:D

I'm gonna watch another one after exammmss!
So far, I only love two animes!
Cos they're so so so damn nice! (Y).
Thumbs up sexxaayyee!

And then and then.
I'm just wondering if I should make my blog private again?
Or just delete it away :/
Cos it's like ...I have something really private to say, but I can't.
Whatever it is, it's still a public blog.
What the sigh.
I really really think twice about what I'm gonna write for each post, each sentence.
So it looks very very unnatural.
In fact, it is.
I can't really express my feelings, thoughts here.
It's so superficial.
Okay, so I write " I'm sooo sad ); "
Then people will like " Ohhhh you're sad. "
Then they'll like ... Are you okay?!
But actually, I'm not that sad.
Okay nevermind :/

So, I've decided ...
To just post what I do everyday/ on a particular day in my blog :D
I shall keep my feelings to myself.
):
My heart is soooooo sooo sealed.

I think....I'm gonna mia soon.
I'm going holiday.
To my la-la land!





I'm still at episode 19 ):
So slowwww!
Episode 26/ 27 is the last episoddeee!
Gambate. CHIONG!

Topic for today is boobs!
Heeeeeeeeeez.
Don't be hornny okay!
I'm not!
Just thought of this cos ...
Nevermind(:
I am just wondering.
Is looking at boobs so shioking?
Don't comment on this.
Cos I just feel like writing only.
And I don't really understand this.
For guys, I don't know and I don't wanna know.
But for girls, girls see other girls' boobies.
Happy?
O.O
Actually I only see girls' boobs when I'm guessing if it's a girl or guy.
Does seeing boobies make you horny? O.O
And girls who think their boobies are small, don't ever go for boobs implants surgery.
It looks very very very fake.
Really.

Hi thermo, I love you.
Shoooooooooooooooooooo.





Hello hello hello everybodyyy!
:D

Oh my goddddd.
What is the time nowwww.
I'm gonna chiong myyyyyyy 'SP'!
Heeeeeeeeeeez.

Though I've watched it twice, the feeling of watching it thrice is still as SHIOK:D





Oh my god, I slept so much yesterday.
I'm fated to be a pig :P

So yayayaya.
Before I slept yesterday night, I listened to the songs in my phone.
I purposely went to listen to those songs which I rarely listen to.
They brought back memories.
(:

So I was thinking about telepathy yesterday night too.
Telepathy is the ability to send and receive thoughts from one mind to another and is a natural ability of the human mind.

How can we do thaaaaat?
Anyway, it feels so amazing that sometimes when you're about to say this to someone, and then he/she say that to you first.
Ewwww!
:D

I dreamt of Christopher o.o
It was so out of the sudden?
I forgot what the dream was about but I knew it was him.
Anyway, dreams with him inside are no good.
xP.
He confirm suan me to death in my dreams.

Is my life gonna be so miserable still?
It's like never ending.
I wanna be happy everyday.

I just wanna talk to you ):





Had ApChem today.
It was quite okay (:
Much much much more better than Pcems.

And Tohhhhhh hugged me today (:
I didn't expect it!
So I was quite shocked.

Just had a quarrel with my mom.
Yup, I did housework.
And what did I get?
Complains from her. (Y)

I'm getting tired.
I wanna give up, but I can't.
The feeling of missing somebody is so overwhelming.
It is so gonna to suffocate me.
I guess that I've some sort changed cos of you.
I realise that my actions are ridiculous.
Yes, indeed.
But I need you.
I miss resting my head on your shoulder.
):





Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I'm still awake ):

I'm actually quite worried for my apchem tmr.
Eh no, I mean today.
:/
I wonder what time I should wake up later.
830am I have to reach school, 800am have to get out of house.
But I wanna tie hair tmr.
So have to wake up earlier ):
Sigh.

Okay, I'm missing you now.
Everytime I think of you I wanna cry.
Am I going crazy or what? o.o

Anyway, read Jayme's blog.
I know it's abit weird for me to read her blog cos we're not close at all?
But, nevermind (:
So I saw this post she wrote about anger.
It was something about how to be happy when you're angry? I forgot :/
And then I remember some of the steps.
First is to take a deep breath.
Then, think of the happy stuffs.
After that do something that you like.
I don't know that these steps will help, but I'll try them next time when I get angry :P
Whenever I get angry, I just ...SMILE :D
Okay la, that isn't a good way of controlling temper, but....idk?
You're just hiding your emotions within yourself.
It's no good ):
The best way is to forgive and forget and everything is settled (:
Eh trust me.
I think forgive and forget come together.
If you forgive someone for what he/she did, then why don't you forget about it?
Yahhh, so you tell him/her " Yeap, I forgive you. "
But since you never foget about it, you'll keep thinking of it and then end up, you're the one suffering.
What for, right.
But whatever it is, it may be easy to forgive but hard to forget.
IDK why too.
Come to think of it, I don't really hate people.
I can't remember whom I hated before too.
Love rivals maybe.

Well, I'm still leading a miserable life now.
Miserable.
Yes, it is.
But I still don't regret things I have done.
Hmm, yes I change for others.
I change to suit others.
I change to adapt to the environment. (This sounds like I'm an animal or what o.o)
But my perspectives are still standing strong.
And seriously, I still think that I've split personalities.
Whatever it is, this is still a blog.
And I can't really reveal much stuffs.

Had a nap just now.
It wasn't really a good one.
I heard the house phone rang twice and it woke me up.
Fcuk.
Luckily it was only twice.
And I don't understand why my mommy has such a high tolerance level to speak to them(whoever) when they've waken her up.
If I were her, I confirm fcuk that person hard!
Heeeeeeeeeeeeez.
There are three things/people that I can't tolerate.
1) When I'm woken up from my sleep.
2) People who talk about bad stuffs about my loved ones.
3) People who think they know me well.

Okay la, actually there are more but forget it.
:D
I can't really stand people who wake me up from my sleep ):
Omg, I am sleeping! I need rest too and you fcuking asshole disturb my sleep?!! Heeeeeeeeez.
Anyway the second one.
I think everybody thinks that way too.
Who can stand people saying " Eh your mommy siao is it? " " Eh she's so evil. "
Especially family, cos people dk about your family.
To me, it is still family and Vivian.
Whoever says Vivian is no good, he/she shall dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeez:D
And I don't like people who think that they know/ understand me well.
Cos you're not me.
You dk how I feel unless I tell you.
Actually right, I'm quite happy that some friends actually noticed that I always use two straws for my drink (:
So sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet~

And I still miss you everydayyyyy.
I wannnnnnnnnnnnnnna your huggggggggggggggggggggg.





Fuck you.
I really miss you.





Went Je lib with 2 kee siao pigs:D
Shan't mention names(:
Cos they should that they're pigs if they see this XP
I should be studying PCEMS.
But I ended up chit-chatting (Y).
Then I dk how come we talked about ****.
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez.
That was fun! :D
Omg I loved the bubble tea I bought :D
The pearls were damn (Y).

Was playing with my daddy's new phone.
WOAH.
It is so damn cooooooooool~
(Y) (Y) (Y).

I missssss youuuu! T_T
I wannnnnnnnnnnnna seeeeee you.
I wannnnnnnnnnnna hear your voiceeeeeeeeee.
I wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnna hug youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.





Hi sexxaayyee~

2nd paper today!
Engineering maths.
(Y).
Careless mistakes 一大堆.
Sian ):

Didn't get to see Toh & Peiwen today T_T
Okay, this is very random.
But aiyaa, sigh.

Went Imm cos my daddy's gonna change his phone.
Motorola Quench.
So coool!~
(Y).

So I was sms-ing Peiwen and some others.
I was telling her that east side people and west side people are very different.
Yeap, she agrees.
Come to think of it, it's really true uh.
Idk why.
I have a friend who lives at Pasir Ris.
We can't communicate.
Maybe it's because we were fast friends.
Sigh right.

So Peiwen also lives at east side.
But.. I find her okay okay leh.
We can communicate quite well (:
And she understand my jokes. Omg that's really a good thing.
She's friendly.
(Y).

):
Why must you message me when I was thinking of you?!
I was missing you damn damn damn much.
But I can't tell you that ):
I'm controlling.
And it's taking up most of my energy.
I miss you so much ):
I really do.
T_T





Damn fed up fed up fed up.
I'm like getting paranoid.
Everytime I sign in each website, I'm like "Will the hacker hack in this acc? "
Oh fcuk.
Think I'm gonna create a new new new one agaaain.

Sigh.

Forget it.

I think there's one thing I can be assured of is he confirm can't hack into this blogger again (:
Confirm.
Cos the email I'm using is like...nobody knows o.o
:/

Wth. Such a lame hacker.

And sigh, I miss you.
Damn lots.
LOTS LOTS LOTS LOTS LOTS AND LOTS.





Went back SP today.
Thought I could eat balls but ):
Nevermind. Balls, I'm coming tmr:D

After that went bowling with JoeyG, MF, Lizhen & Zingyee (:
Quite fun after all.
Watched them play pool after that cos I dk how to play.
(:

Woooooooooooolalala.

I'm not emooooooooooooooo (:
Just that I'm getting tired of everything.
:/

Yes, I wanna go, but so what?
Yes, I wanna score well for my exams, but so what?
Yes, I wanna get your attention, but so what?

Let nature takes its course?
No way, it will be too miserable
I'm giving up.





Okay great.
I'm still awake.
What's the time now?
:/
There're just too many things in my mind that I can't get to sleep.
I'm really tired!
I wanna sleeep!

Nevermind(:
Let's find something to do.

I was thinking if I should make this blog private.
But....hmmm. I'm lazzzzzzzzzzzzzzy :/

Anyway, I was telling my mommy few days ago that I wanna eat crabs during my birthday.
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeez.

Anyway anyway, I made a new friend in poly other than those in my class.
Her name is Peiwen (:
Yeap, it's expected that it'll be a girl (:
She's cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutee!
It was quite funny.
I saw her on Wednesday.
And then I was thinking if I should say hi to her not.
In the end she waved to me I chua tio.
Heeeeeeeeeeeez.

I realise that I'm very very initiative towards girls.
I initiate chats with girls all those.
And I dare to.
Yeap, it's weird.
The only girl who initiated chats with me was JoeyToh.
Heeeeeez.

Okaaaaaaaaay so what should I do now?
Watch Soosica or JongKey?
I'm so tired + bored + tired + bored + tired + bored.

Exams are coming!
The last paper is on the 16th!
Heeeeeeeeez.
What should I do after exams?
:D
Play and sleep play and sleep play and sleep (Y).

Will you treat me differently after you've known everything?
Will we still be the same?
Heeeeeeeez, the answer is IDK!
):
I dk how to face you.
I dk how I should treat you.
I dk if it'll be awkward, but I bet it will be.
I'm so stressed out thinking about all these.
But I can't stop thinking.
I'm such a troubled person.
:/
Imy.

My heart breaks whenever I see your name and tears will start flowing.
I miss this feeling.
It has been so long since I last had this feeling.
I know it's impossible.
But what can I do?
I will act normal.
配合我。





Give up?





Sigh, I cannot tahan alrd.
I must blog!

I.A.M.S.O.H.E.A.R.T.B.R.O.K.E.N!

I just dk what to do.
Can anyone tell me? ):
Whenever I think of it, I just wanna scream out.
But I can't.
My heart is breaking.
Help me.

T________________T

I'm feeling so horrible right now.
I hate this.





Oh my goddddddddddddddd.
I thought everything will be over.
But...
Now what should I do?





Sexxaayyeeeeee~

Anyway, yesterday night I watched Ge Tai near my house.
I bo bian had to acc my mommy watch and I also couldn't study.
So the emcee was Liu Ling Ling.
Anyone knows who she is?
:D
So the first singer was from Singapore.
She was the prettiest I can say.
And she looked damn young, like in her twenties only!
And then got one lady from Hong Kong.
OMG SHE WAS SO .........
She kept flipping her skirt while singing and then you could see her red panties.
I dk she did that on purpose or what.
She might as well don't wear that skirt.
And the last singer!
Her voice was so deh deh.
Cannot tahan.
And she said she was only 17.
OHHH MY GOODDDDD.
17 leh!!!
And she looked so CHAO LAO. Nice one TOH :D
Oppps.
(Y).
And I realised some uncles and aunties can be a thorn in the neck.
So irritating!

I missssssssssssssssssss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

I realise that I'm quite ridiculous.
I actually prayed to the gods in my house to help me some sort fulfill my wish.
Yeap, it is ridiculous.
But what else can I do?
:/





Hmmm.
So, I hope this blog will not be hacked again.
If not I'm not gonna use blogger anymore :/

Yeap, my previous blog was hacked.
By a damn pervert.

Don't you think it's damn weird?!
My blog leh!
And that person sent me an email telling me what's my pw!?
Okay, it's fine.

I have evidence okay.

"this ur previous account
go2 this link

then key in pw -----
pw is *****
you will be redirected 2 ur old blog. new blog no more. do not change password."

This fcuking email was sent to my imcheekl@hotmail.sg.
Isn't that funny?!
That was the first email that hacker sent.

Next.
" do not change ur pwd. remain as ****.
if want change, reply me with a new pwd.
k? "

Fcuk.
My blog and I have to ask permission ?!

And then I replied " who are you? "

The fcuker replied " you dun have 2 know. we make a deal. u wan this acc and blogger acc. then send me 5 of your boobs shot. with bra or without bra. the reason y i can change pwd for ur blogger acc is becuz of this acc. send 5 boobs shot to me and I will give you back this acc and i cannot change your pwd anymore k? 5 boobs shot. "

Isn't that funny?!
Yeap, it is.
5 boobs shots?! Go to hell.

Whatever it is, I don't have secrets in my previous blogs o.o
I don't know how that pervert can use those blogs to threaten me? o.o

And I found out about the sender's email.
Another funny thing.
It's from my previous email acc, ckl_0102_nine3@hotmail.com.
I sent to myself?
HAHAHAHAHAHA!





If this blog is gonna kena hacked again ....
I really dk what to do :/

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